The Women Warriors

[RawMahdiyah]

People have wondrous so-called "simple" lives that are filled with amazement. I hope to share all of that which is benefiting to another.
A little slice into my “simple-life” since waking….

A major part of my “waking up” happened in the months post New Years 2005 when I had made my move to Maryland (USA). It was then that I received impending knowledge of the educate-yourself sight, EW, and all about the <uhum> “Real World” from a friend back in Toronto. Initially, I read up on only a few articles from the sights (including info about these “things” they were calling orgonite, chemtrails, and many conspiracies). One of the first articles I read is still a favorite (you know who you are ). The more I read the more I shook.
Upon graduating high-school I was blessed enough to realize that a 9-5 job was not the way to live (and as I saw it, was “brain-wash”), and so I entered into the world of Holistic Health and wellness-studying Nutrition and anything/everything really that caused some stirring from deep inside me (when something resonates, I usually get this internal energetic “tingling-shake” similar to the “burr…” feeling when cold...but not physical shaking, more internal vibrational flow with bright glowing light). I am very grateful for the opportunity and gift of being directed on the right path. This school was the platform for me in finding myself.
Although I had grown up hearing about illuminati, freemasons, occults, jinn’s etc…I was never taught the extent of what I know now/am learning. Reptilians? I thought. HA!
I remember now that I had also read in Hulda Clarke’s book about zappers-but then as well, I never looked into it. These were the gateways however to the stirring in my sleep. I remember at first telling myself (and asking God Almighty) to open my mind-heart for the truth-and much of what I read (the "little" that it was) that first night, left me in tears-I guess mostly because I new it was Truth; Mostly I think, because I was ready to accept it. This, I thought, was what I had been “waiting” for. The pieces of the puzzles are now coming together.
A few days after reading and searching the internet- I went out looking for chemtrails. Why haven’t I seen them? I thought. And then, just like that, I looked up and saw it!
I was sitting on the curb waiting for a friend’s car to get an oil change, and staring at the sky I saw the low flying plane (jet) with this “cloudy-smog” trailing behind it. I waited for a few min. seeing no disturbance in the “trail” (it spread out a little but lingered), and I knew right then that this (as disguised as “they” try to make it for the masses alike) was indeed what I had read about. And then, I saw another one. I knew then in my heart that I had a responsibility (I had no idea…and still don’t, to the extent of which our unity will effect this world).
Without knowing much (or so I thought) I looked at that trail and with deepest intention prayed for it to disappear. I prayed for all toxic low-energy in the world (and realms) to be cleared with God’s Mercy. I stared at that chemtrail for a few minutes (I don’t know exactly the amount of time), concentrating on seeing it break apart. I think I wanted it to be destroyed to a great extent (but not out of anger per se)- because without really believing my eyes it started to fade!! Little by little right in the middle (where I was looking), it started to separate and clear up. (I didn’t know then as I know now, but I was definitely boosting/blasting with that intent-For the Love of God). I knew right then the power of man’s intention. IT MEANS EVERYTHING! And I had thought you needed some special device!
Since then I have seen many more chemtrails.
Now, it’s important to note/share that for a while I have seen planes flying over in a specific manner-almost as if they are following a “grid” pattern. The planes leave (of course) a smoke-trail behind them in a straight (perfect) line, all going the same way (ie. Vertical) with the same space between them-they continue this, making many “lines” for a distance. Then (as it is planned) as the world is moving, it is as if the “lines’ of the chemtrails move with the sky so that it covers more land (if this makes sense?) It is kind of hard to explain, but, picture the “lines” of the chemtrails from where they were left in the sky, moving closer towards you, -without missing a beat- locking you in a jail “under” these “bars”. I know that this is some sort of specific planning and mapping like following a grid, because I have seen it a few times. In addition, I had mentioned this to someone I now realize is an Agent who totally dismissed this (they are good at changing topics; distraction is their skill). I should read more about chemtrails, but I thought that this was interesting and didn’t know if it was something seen before.
That early summer of 2005 after receiving my first Orgone Gifts, I experimented in the city of Toronto. One of my favorite experiences was boosting the subway in which I would travel on almost everyday to go to work in the city. I had fun seeing many peoples reaction to me (they new something was up-but couldn’t figure it out it seemed)...although I would do nothing but meditate and boost sending out love. It became a habit to boost the whole subway I was on, from one end to another, every single time the doors closed when “new” people came on (ie. every stop). Sometimes, I would see people literally come into the cart I was in, walk away from me after a while, and then literally move carts at the next stop. They couldn’t be near me. I was shocked…all I would do was smile. I guess (as Yasmine reminded me) “they” can’t stand to see happiness and love. Their level of energy vibrations clearly does not match. WOW. I also was surprised however, at the number of people who were drawn to me, and would sit very close beside me almost like they “new” me-it was beautiful. I worked at the premier Raw-food restaurant (Live-Health Café) in the city, and although many people who came there were lovely regulars- that summer we had a better flow, better energy all together (those fanatics ran away). I would boost basically everyone who walked through the front door (and sometimes people wouldn’t even make it in!-as if they had a change of mind ).
The end of that summer I had also had my first experience whale watching with my family in Provincetown. It was one of the most moving things I have ever experienced (“up-there” on the list, along with the Native Pow-Wow on Mannatoulin Island I had went to years back). Anyway, so we were out enjoying the scenery of the Ocean and the sun and wind, but as it sometimes happens, we were not seeing any whales. We went out further and further following a route…the guide talking about whales and different experiences, all the while still trying to see something in the water. I think at one point we saw two kinds of sharks etc. but no sign of any whales, which was disappointing. I thought, “they are close, they are here. Why don’t you show yourself?” Then Because I was “told” too, (and perhaps I felt that it was ultimately up to them), I started to boost for them, (I hadn’t known at this point about how much assistance they provide, all I knew was that they were telepathic and can feel me). I kept boosting saying in my heart “Would you come out and play, where are you? We would like to see you. And love, love, love.” I don’t know exactly for how long I did this, people were kind of faithless at this point; many were just sitting down etc. But then, all of a sudden (wow I feel them right now as I write this!), a whale came up in the distance. The driver of course knows how to move with them, and the guide (a lover and protector of whales) was sooo happy….and the people were now leaning over the boat trying to see it. Then, “as I kept boosting and thanking it”, another one came, and another….this was soooo incredible! Utmost joy. The guide recognized one of the whales (from a spot on its body) and because they had been watching this whale, it was their friend and was named, she (over the mic. to us) said “hello-its name which I forget now-thank you for joining us” etc. She was literally boosting it too I think. Then (because they kept going back under and hiding) she asked it to “give us a show, don’t leave us!” etc. and at that exact moment it jumped up and made a beautiful dive in the water. We laughed, esp. the guide who thanked it again...Then surprisingly it gave us a wave of its fin! I knew that it could understand and recognized my (our) boosting. I was so moved I cried. So much love! I can’t describe it anymore than that…but it was amazing. There is more to this event that I boost to remember, I am sure it was very healing and effected me on many "levels". I then understood the power, importance, and amazing gift of love and boosting. The whales and nature remind us, in such a humbling way.
When I was studying Holistic Nutrition a “guest teacher” (who now looking back, I can see exactly those who “know” of these truths) came in and was talking about Nature’s Laws and learning from Animals etc. (which he had done for many years protecting land in Northern Ontario). After discussing the tragedy of the conditions of the wild life and the horrible effects of cities etc. I totally broke down saying, “So what do we do?”
I think that that despair was for this. There are answers and there are people who live every moment understanding and sharing the gifts all around us. The next day, a girl who sat in to listen (for it was ironic that only a few of us stayed to listen to him (p.b.u.h)) handed me this with a smile:
“There are three kinds of people in the world, those who are asleep, those who are stirring, and those who are awake. If you try to wake up the sleeping person he will just mumble and go back to sleep. If you wake up the stirring person he will wake up long enough to curse you and then go back to sleep. Instead of trying to wake them up, if you come across someone who is asleep or stirring what you should do is, fluff their pillow, tuck them in, and kiss them on their forehead [love, love, love]. The important joy for those who are awake is to seek each other out, connect with those who are awake, talk, sing and celebrate [pray] together. This will create a groundswell of awareness. As this groundswell increases and spreads out, it will awaken the stirring, and will begin to stir those who are still sleeping.” ~ Deepak Chopra.
You know, I never really understood the deepness and complete meaning of this saying (and why I was given it) until NOW

RawMahdiyah
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"Cast down what is in your right hand. It will swallow up what they have wrought. Verily they have wrought only a sorcerer's stratagem; and a sorcerer does not succeed (no matter) from whatsoever (skilled group) he may come." (Quran-20:69)